I hope You know

I hope you know I hurt
I hope you know I died
I hope you know I cried
I hope you know I scream
I hope you know I tried
I hope you know it's all your fault

I hope you know I'll live
I hope you know I'm strong
I hope you know I'm getter better
I hope you know I'll move on
I hope you know I'm happy
I hope you know it's not due to you

I hope you know I hate you
I hope you know I love you
I hope you know I see you
I hope you know I miss you
I hope you know I want you
I hope you know it's because of you

I hope you know I am all alone

I hope you know I am better than this

I am...

I am just another broken teen.
I am just another face in the crowd.
I am just another name on a list.
I am nothing.
For nobody loves me.

The Words

i can’t ever quite catch them

i can’t keep them in my hands

i must use them once i have them

i steal them from the barbers

i trade for them with the bakers

i borrow them from the candlestick makers

i take them from your dreams

i find them in your soul

i see them in the beauty

i hear them in the silence

i buy them from the penniless

i remove them from the rich

i give them to the witless

i save them for the sorrowed

with them i weave life

with them i defy death

no more than a slave to their wishes

eternally bound to their will

Chapter in My Story

We were close We almost had it
We were everything to each other
Until it all fell apart

We lost it all
We lost the love
We lost the hope
We lost the joy

I lost the boy
Who meant the world to me
I lost the one
Who made me happy
I lost the man
Who held my heart

I have to move on
I have to be strong
I can't let this stop me
I can't let this win

So even though
We were close
Even though
We almost had it all

It's time to say goodbye
It's time to part our ways

You were a chapter in my story
This is not the end of my book
I will be more than this

Things

Smile

Cry

Hope

Love

Believe

Imagine

Create

Write

Destroy

Scream

Yell

Sob

Moan

Laugh

Hide

Blush

Giggle

Disappear

Pretend

Whisper

All things you gave me

All things you took away

I miss you

Dear Boy Across The Room,

Blow your nose good sir

My goodness you're disgusting

There is the door handle this in private

Remove the snot from your nose

Keep your finger out of your nostril

My goodness you're disgusting

Take the tissue I am offering

Find some manners in your soul

Remove the finger from your mouth

My goodness you're disgusting

Do you know where that finger has been

Please at least try to act your age

Stop that huffing and puffing

My goodness you're disgusting

They can hear you breathing in China

Attempt to be a gentleman

Don't scratch your tongue with your hand

Pull up your pants and buy a belt

Wash your hair on a more regular basis

I can't look you in the eye

I can't bare to have you near

I can't listen to you sniffle any longer

You may think that your amazing

but

My Goodness You're Disgusting