Alone

I can feel myself retreating
I can feel my heart withdrawing
I know my soul is giving up
I can sense the tears aproaching
I hear the scolding comming
I crave the numbness as it comes nearer
I remember the times I was alone
I remember the pain
I crave the safty
When you’re alone nobody can hurt you
When you’re alone nobody can fix you
When you’re alone nobody cares
When you’re alone nobody notices
When you’re alone you don’t matter
When you’re alone you’re safe
I wait to be alone
I aim to be alone
I let the tears fall
I lock my gates and raise the drawbridge
This time I will remain alone